WHY…WHY…WHY…I WANT TO KNOW WHY…NOT ONLY MY BELOVED MOM SAID THIS!!!!
My Mom encourage me during childhood, to keep secrets. Of course obedience was my first name, being the oldest daughter, second child out of eleven children. The first time my innocence little girl body felt a touch that erupted all emotional surfaces, confusions entered. Unexplainable mental thoughts began to overwhelm my heart. Fear to tell my Mom was undeniable to utter. Later in life growing up the realization of murder, suicide, & running away from the house of unspoken toxins, slowly became a choice driven from years of abuse. The place where I existed until I graduated from high school was no more. The child molester said, “if you tell what happened in this bathroom I will whip your ass,” later that becamed a fact after the age of five trauma began. Still afraid to Cry Out Loud. Praying after the doctrine of Catholicism First Communion Celebration. I tried to believe God would hide me. Being the oldest girl had perks, (snoop on grown folks conversations, serve coffee, lighting cigarettes on the gas stove, pouring drinks in coffee cups, hearing each female adult say to one another,”dont tell so & so OKAY.”
Still today females of all ages & cultures are still hearing the same best selling LIE EXPOSED.
“WHY, O WHY DO YOU SAY DONT TELL???”
Sue told one day, & still no one heard her cry.